Opposites Attract

This is a song that I can relate to probably more than any other song I have ever heard. (minus the domestic violence)




And so he said,
Why you gotta be so kind hearted, why you couldn't be a con artist
why you couldn't, why you couldn't be mischievous or just a little devious the moment that we first started
why you never ask for nothin just a lil time, why you let me use yours cause I don't got mines
why you always lift me up when I'm completely giving up and when niggas holla wasup you give em no response
why you givin me your last knowin you ain't got it, why you always buy me somethin when you goin shoppin
why you tell me that you love me, why you always thinkin of me want my company instead of goin club hoppin
why you treatin my momma like she yo momma too, why you makin promises that you'll forever do
whatever just to make me happy, wanting us to have a family these are exactly the reasons why I cheat on you

And so she said,
why you gotta be so mean to me, why you don't know what you mean to me
why you always playin games, why it feel like you ashamed out in public curse me out and make a scenery
why you got other bitches rollin they eyes at me, why text messages poppin up sayin hi daddy
why you treat me like I'm nothin, why you always (???????), i be wantin to go out but you don't never ask me
why you slip and say her name when we havin sex, why you always assumin that i still like my ex
every time we get into it I'm the one that's feelin stupid, you don't need me you gon' leave me that's your favorite threat
why you never know how it feel to be lonely, why i feel I'm the last option after your homies
why you always gotta know that i will never let you go, even though you get violent and put your hands on me

Number won.

I made this blog because I was inspired by a friend. I like writing. I don't think I've ever told anyone this though... I love music everyone knows that. But writing is different, it's something about venting my feelings and emotions and just things that I think about on the daily but never talk about through writing that just gives me relief. Relief that I've got it off my chest, that I'm not just keeping it bottled up. You know how you always wish you could just sit the person that you want to talk to down and just spill what you have to say to them? But you don't because you know there's a chance that it won't go the way you intend or there's an endless amount of obstacles in the way. At least that's the way it is in my case. So that's why I'm so comfortable with saying what I've got to say on the computer. And at the same time, it's like a safe haven. Example, you post a facebook status that says "feeling shitty", someone i.m.'s you asking what's wrong and if you choose to you can just sign off. You can't do that in real life. Anyways, this is why I made this blog. This is why I write.